Saturday, November 7, 2009

真。

我会那么喜欢,崇拜,迷恋 S.H.E 的理由是什么呢?就是因为她们很真。

真可爱!
真漂亮!
真性感!
真会唱!
真搞笑!
真活泼!
真厉害!

我所说的“真”除了以行七点还有另一个意思:不虚假,不造作,很真实。

记得她们是会“不顾形象”说自己想放屁,然后走到一边去放的。

看了今年的新加坡金曲奖转播,颁奖嘉宾在宣布“最受欢迎团体奖”的得奖团体有三个字时S.H.E故意做效果,在坐位旁蹦蹦跳跳,好像是她们得奖!但大家都知道S.H.E入围的是组合奖,真正得奖的团体是五月天。真可爱!真搞笑!

周崇庆扮Aunty Lucy上台颁奖时S.H.E不停模仿“so embarrassing”的招牌动作,上台领“最佳组合奖时,Ella看到玛莎拥抱Aunty Lucy后,主动扑向Aunty Lucy。她过后笑说:“原来Aunty Lucy的力气很大,可以抱住我。”看得我不禁笑了出来!

今天本来想到Causeway Point看S.H.E的!我超想见到她们本尊!只不过真的会花太多时间,最终没去。

社会是现实的。我不喜欢虚伪,我喜欢的和不喜欢的都摆在脸上,我不会刻意伪装自己去接受不合理或我不喜欢的东西。不喜欢的说出来只会惹到周遭的人,所以我选择沉默。现在的我其实很不快乐,只不过为了不影响周围的朋友们,我只好强颜欢笑。

希望大家真实多一点,虚伪少一点!S.H.E 万岁!

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

Yesterday evening I met my junior with her friends at Tampines 1 and soon she SMSed me and asked out of curiousity if I'm attached coz her friend saw me "touching" a girl's waist somewhere near LKC-LT! Haha!! Her friend saw a "me" wearing a Newbie tee (which I don't have, but I have a Milk tee that looks similar)... During school hours I'm always with a group of guy friends leh, even if it's after lessons I would only be with my Hall's Jakas (FOC OG) friends, so I really do not have a girlfriend yet=)

Some friends from Jakas like to have "HTHT Sessions" (Heart-to-heart talk) and ask about BGRs and other love matters. So far I've been quite open to talk about the past, as well as my current status - single. I don't think I dare to think of getting into a relationship coz I feel the pressure and stress in uni. I'm always amongst those who can hardly catch up with the rest, and I do not have the motivation to make myself study at the max. I do read up, I do my assignments, but I just can't absorb as much as others. =( In addition, my previous "failures" and NS have made me lose self-confidence in many aspects, that's why I think I wouldn't dare to do anything even if I ever think of... that.

I try to be happy on the outside but deep down in my heart I'm emo-ing and I don't have the habit of telling anyone about how "sian" or "sucky" I feel. Even amongst my good friends I'd rather look "normal". But it's not to keep all unhappiness to myself also... How I wish I can really find the right person to talk to... =/

Saturday, October 31, 2009

你不是真正的快乐

生活好无聊,读书好烦恼,变得好沉闷,心里好空虚,人生好个屁。

快考试了,正当全世界都在加倍努力温习时,为什么我在做别的东西?
我是蠢了是吧?要被慧慈说中?

如果愚蠢能让我更快乐,那我宁愿愚蠢。

Thursday, October 22, 2009

My First Time...

I was in PES E during NS so I didn't go through those normal physical torturing trainings before, only went through lots of mental stress... Ya, so this is my first time applying "camou" cream!

SUPER irritating to the skin sia!! Why put? Coz Hall Production people wanna take some door tag photo for our performance in March next year. Some guys already painted watermelon on their face, so the photographer asked us to be creative. Initially I wanna draw spectacles frame, but applied too thick, so I covered my entire eye area black, then draw until it looks like some animal! Wanted to draw panda, but failed=(

ECONS lecture is SUPER FAST AS USUAL!! Need to really catch up leh! Actually why are we so fast? We're in fact covering 2 years' content within 3 months (or 13 weeks) coz only got 13 lectures!! The remaining two weeks in the school term is examination and I'm left with 27 days to the commencement of first paper - Economics... -.-"'

Siao liao lah~!! How to mug when I can't absorb? Haven't understand how to move on?? -.-"'

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

我~ 我要~


我需要吸收力特强的一个东西,只要不渗漏,几公分都无所谓!

不知道为什么老师在讲堂课上所讲的东西为什么随着我踏出讲堂,所学的也飘到我脑外。是我老了,记性不好?我又不是上课时不专心听,我明明坐在很前面了,吸收了很多知识,但为什么每次就... 渗漏?惨了!离考试只剩一个月,我还有那么多读不进脑的东西,尤其是很多定义,很多先秦两汉魏晋文学的诗,辞赋,史书还有很多我连讲都讲不出的东西!很多艺术特色!很多手法!很多经济学的东西!为什么会记不住?我不要打包!怎么办?

为什么我的大脑吸收能力那么差??

读读读读读到书想吐,好想吐
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书,好白痴!
你你你你你只会说你要第一,
我就快要发羊癫疯...

Friday, October 16, 2009

a biG BIG THANK YOU!! - Part 2

Wanna thank Jakas friends for psycho-ing me to join, especially Dawn, Tricia, Cheng Hong and Alvin who were present at the audition to support me! Thanks for being there early to chope seats at the centre! Thanks for the "SUPPOK" board too!=) School life = sian but then you all make my hall life interesting!!

Frankly speaking I haven't been active in hall activities and now I feel quite bad and selfish of me. Look at those JCRC main / sub committee members, OMC people and other people who're organising many things to make life in Hall 2 more enjoyable; look at their effort to involve everyone in Hall 2 to come together; look at their hardwork put in in every single event like orientation, D&D, and Hall 2's Got Talent... They're people who are willingly doing free services to the community in Hall 2!!

So wanna thank the organising committee for organising, preparing for and running the whole event! Many people has done their part and made up a night for everyone to remember! Nice audition room, professionally designed posters displayed outside Canteen 2, funny interview + audition videos, the publicity, the venue, the stage, the decorations, the sound system, the helpers throughout the event etc.!

I'm starting to like life in Hall 2 more than before liao... Initially I thought it's just an old place where everybody just stay there for the sake of convenience... But after my performance on Wednesday, some of those who never seen me before just "Hey, well done" or "Good job" or "Congratulations" and immediately we had a new topic to talk about... Making friends isn't difficult!!

I guess if there's some achievement in school, people will just talk behind you and make you their prime target to attack or to compete with. I do have good friends in my course, but still, the rest of the 100+ people are all competitors and they're not here to be nice people with you=( They're more self-centered!=(

Heard from Lawrence and some cheerleading people that they might consider getting me involved in some stuff, and since I'm already a cast of the Hall Production, hopefully these will increase my chances of getting to stay on in this nice and friendly place!!^o^
*Some pictures obtained from http://halltwo.blogspot.com and Sophia.

a biG BIG THANK YOU!! - Part 1

Got somethings wanna say, quite long, will break into parts=) These are just my thoughts and I have no intention to show-off or anything. Afterall it's my diary where I can find back old memories next time=)

I must have been crazy when I emailed my application to Hall 2 Culture Sec to join "Hall 2's Got Talent" a few weeks back. Audition was held last week and I was one of the seven who got through to the finals, which was held this Wednesday night at Hall 2's futsal court.

My friends who were watching my audition told me I was damn nervous when I sang 《我问天》a hokkien song, and the judges said perhaps I can have something more for the real thing, so I took quite a lot of time to search for minus-one tracks of 《北京一夜》,《千里之外》,《我问天》and《爱拼才会赢》; and took super long to find a free software online which allows me to combine the songs together. Then I translated part of 《我问天》into English also for the finals, but I really dared not practice coz I just feel damn paiseh even if I'm alone in the room, coz you dunno who'll walk pass the corridor!!

Weather's quite bad these few days and we had sudden rains during sunny days, so I got blocked nose and that made me worried! I went running and did sit ups and luckily it didn't trouble me on Wednesday. By the way Tuesday's rehearsal was bad coz I laughed through and couldn't hit notes! =(

Wednesday's the day for the contestants - 4 vocal soloists including me, 1 duet, a pair who played guitar / sing and a group of 4 who danced. I was the 4th to perform (my lucky number!) I wore something like old singers such as 费玉清 so I could impersonate him... Nervous not? To be frank I only felt that when the 3rd contestant's on stage... Luckily after introducing myself I felt ok, just don't care about face and just perform to entertain the audience as much lah!

So some wooden trunk like me "danced" a little to pretend "rock", used "fake voice" to sing part of《北京一夜》, impersonated 费玉清 and 周杰伦 when singing 《千里之外》, sang《我问天》with a very Taiwanese Hokkien style and translated part of it into English, and ended with a more high 《爱拼才会赢》. I was super lucky that the audience enjoyed my performance and echoed with me, when my aim was to entertain them! Even the judge's kid danced around sia!=) I've achieved my aim!!^o^

Much relief after my performance! I was sweating like mad! I walked to the back of audience and continued watching, then friends and some residents (who I don't know) gave very encouraging comments! I'll talk about this in the 2nd post...=) I'm not talking rubbish but I though I was at disadvantage coz other participants either are "senior residents" of Hall 2 or they're in some committee ==> more supporters!! Some more singing Hokkien songs, which is not a mainstream kind of thing, might not appeal to everyone... But really to my surprise, it was the opposite!! Thanks thanks!!=)

Eunice just told me how I scored in both components - 30% audience vote and 70% judges' scores. We stood in front of the cones and the audience put their wrist light-sticks in our cones. This kind of feeling is like 《我猜我猜我猜猜猜》got chio-bu receiving many votes (though I got no looks-.-''')... Then judges were too entertained ba, they "have nothing to say"... Just wanna thank everyone, really thank all who attended and enjoyed my item!! ESPECIALLY JAKAS!!! I'll elaborate more in the 2nd post.

Really sorry that the encore wasn't well done=/ Forgot some lyrics=/